somethings came flying right back at me yesterday. it was 27th July 2006. the tenth mon-sary. and the much await official anniversary wouldnt come anymore. it hurt. it still does. I dont know what to do. I really dont.
it was fun shopping with ngiam yesterday and accompanying her to dental. I have decided to put braces and my mummy and daddy agreed. I miss daddy so much now. sososo much. when I heard he was on the line with mummy I ran to her room to talk to him. I miss him~ I dont want him to leave again. sigh. he's so busy he forgets to reply my sms and at 8pm he was still working in the canoe factory :(
I hope, when I am angry I would scream, I hope when I am sad I would cry, I hope when I am happy I would laugh, and when I am tired I would rest and when I sick I would be well and I hope when I see daddy I will hug him, I hope this tears in my eyes will dispel and I hope that tears wont greet me for somewhile.
The Beatles - Yesterday
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.
Now it looks as though their here to stay.
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm no half the man I used to be.
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh yesterday came suddenly.
Why she had to go she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday love such easy game to play
Now i need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday.
Why she had to go she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday.
Carpenters - Yesterday Once More
When I was young I'd listen to the radio
Waiting for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well
Every Sha-la-la-la Every Wo-wo-wo
Still shines Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they started to sing
So fine When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more
Looking back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that
I had Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love that I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more
