Sunday, January 02, 2005
new year - 2005
another year has passed and I'm glad I lived through whatever had happened and lived another year. more like thankful. made a great bunch of friends in poly. loved and be loved. cried and cried for.

cooked for him yesterday. dinner that is. 5 dishes! spaghetti, soup, grill chickenwings, mash potatoes, omelette. cocktail at his house after that. nice nice nice. sunkist juice rocks ;) I loveeeeeee him. and I too intend to keep things going, make things work. I hope, for a long long long long time this lasts. I dont want to define the long as above.

going to rot at home the whole day, andrew didnt msg me to tell me about the Jireh meeting today. oh well. haha. spoke to guanhua on the phone. might be meeting merrvyn somewhere this week too. going to catch phantom of the opera tomorrow. working on tues n wednesday n saturday. common tests are coming, hope to work 2 days a week only. not that I'll study but I need rest from work. working till 4am was boring sheet really. haha. martin and gary dropped by during

but I'm going to do something today that's going to be really mean, it's a new year that's why I'm going to clear up things that have happened last year. I dont believe in an eye for an eye. but this time it's gonna be triple of whatever he gave me. since you dont know how to back off then fuck off. couz me and xianwei's business is really none of yours. not at all and wont ever be. since you wanna insult publicly then I dont think I'll cease to make it private any longer. what's a kiss mean when you wanna kiss the person and yet you say it doesnt mean anything? what's pure friendship going to be like when I can't like someone else? you didnt even want to date and you said there isn't going to be any chance of being together at least for the next one year? and so, you expect me to wait for you? I didnt promise to you know? do you even rememeber? it's just like walking on eggshells if I'm gonna wait, cracks anytime anyhow. moreover I hate insecurities big time. and that's freaking selfish of you to do what ure doing now. I'd appreciate your friendship but save the crude comments please. I dont care what you think of him or what you think of me couz thats the problem on your side, it's yourself, hear that? YOURSELF. I think I'd rather us not talk anymore than you acting like that. childish and pain in the ass really. sucks big time. limits are limits. enough is enough. so what if you give me the "I-dont-give-a-fuck" attitude? you can either right now, stFu or maybe just save the comments n be nice.

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