Had lost of fun with my best friend today. It's really really rare that I could find someone like that. Sharing with me the ups and downs in my life. Thanks so much for sharing and just hang around me. Makes me feel tonnes better although I appeared stoned. You made me understand the power of time and that talking always make things better. Im a jolly girl having you around. The thing you said that really encouraged me the most was the 14 years of relationship that took 1 year of recovery. Two years taking weeks. And me? I'm weak. 1 month of talking to a person takes me close to 1 year. Amazing how strong you people are. I don't know how long this time it'd be but whatever the case I'll just brace myself. Can't let too negative or too positive thoughts, anger, jealousy, helplessness, optimism, ego, pride, happiness, unhappiness, sadness, sorrow, complacency, pessimism, sickness, mental inbalance, compromise, changes, cruelty, concern, care, wickedness, haste, time, emotions, flashbacks, past reminisance, hurts, floods, hate, regret, retreat, recount, people, person, heartbreaks, scoldings, quarrels, reprimands, timidity, strength, faces, dilligence and dreams to rule my head. Make me strong...
It really melted me. That accounted for the silence just now. I really could just bow down to all those who are so strong out there. And I also learnt that friends are the people who'd always stay. Darlings and dears out there I love you all soooo much. The most wonderful thing He ever gave me was the all of you. The cliques, the company, the hugs, the kisses, the consolations. Muacks. Dearest I could have!
The most sensible thing Mirza ever said! Wednesday here i come..ooh I just can't wait babe says: anw as i was saying, feelings for ur loved ones will never go away n trust me it will become stronger especially wen u dun meet them for a long time Wednesday here i come..ooh I just can't wait babe says: that is wat i tink true love really is.
