Saturday, October 01, 2005
it was nice to know what we could always talk it over if there was nothing too big. hmmm. indefinately, I only have one regret, which is the aftermath of the fact that I was still feeling hurt. and the aftermath was, it caused him to be upset. I really dont want him to take kc's shit because it is something I have to deal with myself. simply, you started it, you end it. you didnt start it, you dont have to end it. as I watch my little white furby he bought for me scamper around the small purple metal cage I think of you. I know I am being selfish, no buts about that. I will be over that soon. I hope its nothing more than a reprecussion. this is terrible, just in this paragraph alone I have typed the word "I" more than 10 times at a glance. it isnt always about the big "I" and it isnt always about me me and more of me. sorry you have to take his shit. time, it tells so much.
to recieve is to give.
because to allow oneself to recieve is giving another person a chance to give.
and and but... I am not letting.
I love my pretty little hamster, Twinkle.
girlwithabroken(: : 04:05