Saturday, June 04, 2005
did anyone ever wondered what we're all living for? do animals ever feel too? afterall they have a brain like us, humans. a pet's life? an animal paradise like the meat we have in our refrigerators? a show case like in the zoos? what was to become of all these things? just to die become a decomposture of carbon, nitrogen, oxygen and hydrogen and return the nutrients and the very components of life to the ground? would we still remember today? yesterday and everyday? what is meaningful and what's worth doing?

was it for an academic strive? - the distinctions? the certificates of doctarate, masters?

was it a religion? - to let everyone know of our Gods/God. to be holy? nirvana? spiritual?

was it for people? - just to live because we are already here? for the loved ones?

was it for happiness? - what does it mean to be happy? and how to define that? smiling? laughter?

was it to be rich? - what kinds of rich? soul-rich? money-rich? material-rich?

was it to be ourselves? - corgito ergo sum. "I think therefore I am".

and.. what's the meaning of life? - to live as old as possible? hopefully more than average life expectancy in singapore? hmmm.

are we searching for ourselvs out there? is it supposed to be in there or out there. I'm sure I wont find myself in someone else. because it's myself, ownself, why would it be someone else? read through steph's blog, feeling happy for her and alex, the sweet lil' couple although I almost will never understand all these love things. anymore. I don't want to either. don't feel lost girl, at times you'll feel like that, you'll find out one day. :) when we learn how to die we learn how to live - tuesdays with morrie.

tell me your story.

skipped classes, saw her, they're still together eversince me n him broke up. it was a long time ago, it was a mess then, me and her were both oblivious. and it was bliss. but she's all friendly. :D walked in town, saw nigel, janice, valentina, ben ho. devoured the cakes, went for swim, met lilin, went for really late dinner, strolled back, watched laws of attraction. felt very much like vomitting again, getting worst everyday, ice cream and sushi awaited. slept. life's great, just my wandering thoughts to be typed down right now. sophie's world, the alchemist and the time traveller's wife awaits my eyes and my digestion. *wallops* :)

laws of attraction. it let me understand why things could work. because they believed, they believed and acted upon it by fighting. he fought till he gave up, and she returned. nice show. pretty actresses and actors.

tomorrow will be today no more. vast past. :)



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