It's be a long time since I've been thinking... possibly about the things that have happened, things that are happening, things that might happen and the things that are going to happen.
since there's a right kind of wrong. there's must be a wrong kind of right. the only situation that this would never exist is in love. and if ever the thought of a wrong kind of love then it isnt love. after all I've been through I still believe love never fails. she could fail love, I could fail love, he could fail love, we could fail love but that's just too bad. still, love never fail. it's not a doesn't. it's a never. the strength of the words used. the contrast.
define love? no? yes? can? can't? I still can't. is it how much we like a person? is it how much we would give for a person? is it how much time that we spend together? is it how much we would do to see him/her smile? is it how much cash we'd spend? is it how often we see each other? and the list goes on and on and on... I barely dare to use that word. and the ease of the word slipping off the tongue? it really does bug me. as in, really. it really would take me alot to say that I love someone.
friendship love, yes, I love all my dear friends very very very much and I definately want to see them happy and I cherish them alot alot. family love, yes, I do love them but pretty out of comparison. relationship love, no? couz there's no one now and I'm not intending to fall in love or anything to do with relationships. I wouldn't say I dont want to fall in love again because there was no first time. but seemingly it isn't my intention that matters. so much so for coincidence? so much so for fate? to meet a best friend? to meet a boyfriend? to meet just an aquaintance? many many many questions posted in my head, poised to strike. aha. but they can't be answered. time will tell.
and I missed you so... a month since we've met.
girlwithabroken(: : 00:10
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