I finally thought of a solution. hmmm. I really cant keep sweeping things under the rug, if anyone realises me doing that again please just slap me. waaa really bad point. always keep things till the pt I cant stand it I just explode n talk crap n messes up everything. I met janice today. she also says it sounds like a long time since I've gotten together with xianwei. yepp i sure does feels long. three years. ahaha. i really wanna work things out, couz if all the shit that was created out of no where can be solved, it'd be long lasting. really still wanna be with him. maybe just being a lil' more passive nowadays. Imma passive positive person. I wonder how u feel, but I hope u feel the same way too. =) but if u ever choose anything that u thought might hurt me but makes u happier then by all means... =) really gotta tell me things. I'll try to too.I saw sien today again. u poor thing u better sleep more u look haggard omg. please sleep can. if I could donate blood to help I would but I'm under medication and I dunno what's his type. saw alex too at 56. I was running away from lecture, supposedly to end at 5. but I went off couz I was feeling terrible. sorry mirza i sorta shouted at you. haiyaaa. I'm really feel so sick n tired that I just wanted to sleep or just dig out the phelgm from my throat. I just cant breathe!! tmr still got the volley match. maybe i'll just stand there and get whacked by the ball again. hope we can go the the qualifying rounds. me, sienjing, gene, guo zhen, shindhi, liping,edmund, ting hwee and liping's friend will own. lololol. when will i stop feeling this lethargic! =(borrowed pork's sister's dri fit white shirt couz I dun haf a decent one. haha. i like it sooo much. hope it ends early tmr and doesnt rain. our match is at 6pm. I wish I could see him after tt. he asked me if I think of xw 25/8. LOL.the only girl think about me 25/8 is my mom siai suddenly really miss the times during the hols... i really do. the smses I'd read and smile to myself. those that u showed u really care. I wont be able to see those past ones anymore though....
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