Friday, February 04, 2005
put me to sleep. that's all the words I have to say. I didnt want to depressed her so I stopped replying her sms. no one could help me. and I can't help myself. everyday the tears will fall. everyday I wished I wont see the pink ceiling when I awake. every day I wish to shun and be shunned. I only bring distraught to people around me. I could never make anyone happy. the days have made me colder. I dont feel like talking anymore. the tears just flow freely everytime I speak other than "can I have your order?" I really understand why gab felt like that. I feel like locking myself up. money didnt matter anymore. people didnt matter anymore. family didnt matter anymore. hopes were bleak, feelings were numbed. I'm not going to school.. not at least for the next one week and tomorrow. I really want to be alone. till I find something that shows me that I am a hope. that I am not a disappointment. that I wont fall. if not, just get lost from me. get away... stay back... I'm worthless. proven and garanteed. always.

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