Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i loathe living with the feeling that the person I love so much just doesnt care. been feeling like that for the past one month already.i love living the lie. the lie that keeps my chin up. maybe sw's using the phone, maybe you're busy, maybe you just dont have time, maybe you're asleep, maybe you're studying, maybe you're tired. but maybe... you just dont bother. my dad could see --- the sad look on my face. maybe... you only did love them, that's why you could be nice n caring. or maybe I'm not as good. why do I still bother... why... why... why!?!?!? I sms you because I still care and want to try... but what's the point now...

even though CTs are over I'm not having a good time. I wish I could work and forget everything. make the pain go away. stop the tears from flowing. I always wished it was you who cared... but it's anyone but you... all the time. :'(

sj: thxx. dont worry. I'm not a big girl lar. still kiddish. and I cry alot. I'm weakkk. u drink more water also. I'll keep alive till ure back. :(

13: u were caring. thanks. although i've been so bad. glad you forgave me.

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