my first words, love you guy.
heh. I've more effort couz mine's first words. ahaha. I just went out with my dad to lau pa sat to eat. saw our new mitsubishi lancer. drop by spinelli's in shorts. wa lau. shorts... saw the new three trainees. will be working on thursday night and sunday night.
I wonder why do I try so hard sometimes. maybe I'm just like that. why do i feel tired of doing the things that I used to do. why do I feel the unworth even though I'm doing them. why do I even bother when I'm tired. maybe I'll get sick of trying and giving. I need a getaway. not that I really want to think into things but I think things happens this way. I really wish I could be like liyana, non-chalent and cool. takes things easy and stuff. "switch off the phone lar, dont need to wait" kind of attitude. yeah that rocks. please restore my strength in all ways. I need it more than I used to do. good night world. I really hope I stop thinking too much. or can I stop thinking? I have to be ready if things happen. life isnt a bed of roses and I dont root for that sentence before. learning is painful. I cant tell the future but I wish to stop trying to foresee something I forsee.
I wish I was special, but I'm a creep.
never felt that I was good enough, am I really not?
flamenco.
what you give is what you get? true? false?
girlwithabroken(: : 03:43
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