Monday, December 13, 2004
It's 4 in the afternoon and I'm staring at the table and the table is staring at me. wasted my whole day again. sometimes things really do stand in the way or did I let them stand in the way or my view's just obliterated always. a perpetual stone I am. what my IPC lecturer spoke went into my ears in my sleep mode. I'm looking forward to the weekend so early in the week and awaiting the season of giving. I looked forward to my short day today so that... but things doesnt really matter anymore. just have to let today past feeling the wastage of it. waft over like the breeze please and sweep me on my feet.
christmas party's half planned. we havent got the class to agree on it but I hope we'll carry on whether it is a class event or not. red wines and vodkas matched the turkey, salsa, pizza and tomato pasta and a log cake for boxing day plus that one night stay-over sounded perfect. at least it didnt screech like the IPC lecturer's voice did. something new.
I really do hate to appear petty or emotional. Just want today to end quick. a phone call from my manager woke me leaving me and my thoughts whirling. yawn.
girlwithabroken(: : 16:11