Thursday, November 11, 2004
"fear of something can cause someone elses' eternal misery." picked this line up from a show. haha. recalling the time I was fearful of getting hurt... it wasn't fair to him.
I've been hibernating since 8pm yesterday! it feels good! but I fear the fats building up in me. =[ sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat. i might beat janice in doing that. argh! i hate it when people mention my eyebags. stupid tanya. stupid boy. my sleeping marathon shall remove them all. booooooooooooo... im still aching from work, going to sleep till i wont ache anymore. im getting my results tmr so i'm kind of jittery, i know i did badly... i wasn't strong enough to put aside everything and study. in fact i played even more than i usually did. sighs. mind over body mind over body. well, we'll see tmr afternoon.=/ so dont bother getting up early to check couz my friend said at least 12pm...
might be going pulau ubin on monday if i have no work with some of my church people and geewee of cuz. hee. geez. i just realised i have chalet on the 15th-17th and another on 16th-18th and porky has her's on the 16th-18th too. but i dont think i'll be going. maybe just pop by if im not working that is. and 17th im going out with him. 18th with muh' two dearest sec sch friends. 19th my another bunch of sec sch friends might wanna stay over. 20th im going out with jacq! i havent met her for so super long. i miss you soooooooooooo much ='[ i hope im not working in 21st! then i can see my ngee ann friends! ooooo so miss them too. suddenly feel like crying. her bday is on 23rd! and hedzy's on 18th! haha. must go get smth prepared. heeeeee. i love my friends so much. im love sick~~~~~~~ i wonder what i'd be like when i see him again on wednesday. thinking of it makes my knees go weak... i know it'll be fun. but i hope after that day, i'd still be able to enjoy the rest of the days with my friends. =/ i wonder i wonder... and im missing you again.
just read my friend's blog. he's so... nice. although i little mushy but i marvel at the way he loves her. i told him to love her! haha, and i said i love him too. =)
archangel: ure kinky. =[ can i have a cookie spin and an extra serving of belle? =[ lols! nite!
shihong: thanks for preparing whatever you've prepared for me. =D im so sorry i cant remember many people's birthday. =[ sobs. sorry!
joce: =[ im upset. you didnt hug me. sob sob sob sob sob sob sob. haha. okay! i treat you all or smth lar! haha i cant make them from home. hee. take care. see you at thurs! remember to confirm the time with me ok? that janice might come a little later. btw, you can stay over??? watch Lord of the Rings the whole night ^ ^ sms me arh. -hugs you- =D Lord of the flies!
jan: meanieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. you only tag when i talk about food. haha. =P im growing fat! this time it's real! hahaha. take care! i havent got the DVDs yet. my stupid friend havent passed it to me. he's been hunting for them since one week ago. lolz. muacks. so love u. =)
xwei: donno if i can go tmr. sorry. and i dont call guys! maybe ill just sms u. gd enuff. haha. my sec sch friends wanna meet me! please call the rest and tell them. good boy, i gave you their numbers. but i still wont call. and im not egoistic. =( i wont smile at you. no way. *frowns* =(
nis: rest well ^ ^. don't overwork. :)
prae: take things slow! hee. doesnt matter who she likes, just think on your part first ok? make sure you really like her first. not infatuation hoh. i guess time tells it all. 2 days isnt really enough to tell right =P all the best. belle cheers you on! =D im the CL.
bestie: im glad ure back in ts... i dont know what to say. but im happy. take care :)
girlwithabroken(: : 19:05
