suddenly i recalled smth. haha. shy moment. half the class saw the photo me and him took together, and passed the cam around. exclaiming we look damn cute together can. LOL. shy moments like this. hard to find anymore without him. keke.

"she has two arms to hold me, four legs to wrap around me, she's not your typical girl friend, she's my alien" Simple Plan - My Alien.

you're really weird man. how come you have never cried for a girl before? gosh~ are you a creature! haha! this song is for you. you are my alien. -____- so far the most alienated guy ive ever seen. even i cry for girls. hehe. ure so unfeeling! and u called me weak! hahah. go shed some blood lar ok! =/ alien.

erm... im sorry. i dunno why i said that. but i really want to keep u as a good friend now. hope you understand that belle's not ready for anything. although ure not forcing me but i just dont want hopes to build up and dont want to see you sad when im sad. thanks, i really really hope u understand. truely. anything, keep for next time. =( sorry. im really sorry. smile! =) im too messed up still. hehe. unless it's just a night. nono, this is a joke. hahahah.im bonkers!

blah. can someone tell me how someone is able to block feelings or run from feelings? arg. it's going to end up hurting yourself right? Im in a state of confusion. lol. weirdos. everything's got a way of coming and going just have to let it be natural right? haha. im asking opio about it now. guess the only guy who has has legs and mind on earth right now. cry over something you once had? and great, u telling me about you n yr gf rolling in bed. its cutex but out of point! lolz!!!!!! you are so... hahahhah! okok. memories of us together isnt easy to get rid of? mmm say here and there i just wonder if there was regret... nono, i should forget about it, couz u said not ever. i guess only time will change all these.

ae is quite a nice person. hmm. well he liked the same girl for 6 years. wah lao, since primary 6. haha. he's the second case I ever head of so far. bleah. oh yah, btw, i married eunice. hahahaha. but the fact the ae is wants to date someone till he get married is quite sweet. he believes that only aft 18 then will last till then. lolz. but I DONT BUY COMMITMENTS anymore! like madlax. hahahhaahhahaha. all ons. loLLLLL. ahaha, and i still have a crush on the starbucks girl. haha. handsome girl. woot!

training later! 8pm! woah whee! im happier today. haha. although i wasted my whole day on the com. made more contacts with my clanmates too. hehe. learnt some new trix. haha. kkz, gotta run! muahahahah. love yer all dearly! muacks smuacks! wtf man. im 52kg now? and the first time i weighed it was 50kg? wtf man. it's an electronic scale so i think it's spoilt. lolz! i still feel as fat wart... hmmm... ah. no dinner againx. =( i only weighed couz opio was kidding about being skinnier n stuff. lol.

cyancyan: good job! haha! =) good fer you! =) proud of u! wahaha. see you this saturday ;) . did they moderate it couz too many pple couldn't promote? hehe. how about yr classmates n stuff? =P