Thursday, October 28, 2004
i'm marvelled by the way i could love you
i love the way that you love me
now i'm frozen inside without your touch
these wounds wont seem to heal
the pain is just too real
when i realised you didnt love no other
guilt arised in me for the little faith i had in you
and still believing you walked through my door
and i'd give, all the love in the world
dont say you dont when you do
a heart can't decieve, it recieves, mind decieves
deception, denial and compromise lasts short
perception and changes are for real
dont want to see you do that
when realisation hits time and again
the feel of something rupturing inside goes
"i want to do that, but i feel another?"
run from the truth
shun from the feel
make things real
dont say too
say it doesnt seem too pain
know it isnt too real
what could be too hard
truth can be too much
...too much to handle
i still dont buy too
i wish i was still strong
i hope that i could feel
feel unfeeling
do the doings
make the makings
change the changing
it's a fade to grey
it's the world to face
it's the day to go
it's that breath to breathe
girlwithabroken(: : 13:29