Wednesday, October 27, 2004
i met him today to give him his pressie. hung around for 2 hours. now i feel so unfeeling. too good to be true... yes he loves me. and i love him and i told him. we love each other still. he isnt ready still. he hasnt stop crying ever since. i haven't stopped feeling pain ever since. our time together is so much like "my sassy girl". watched it together and ended like it. and i hope the finale would be what was shown there. she needed time to forget her past. he was still way too 'young'. they both werent that ready either. we're the same. parting was hard. we walked to the bus stop together but only half way. couldnt stop tearing and crying. hugged each other. last 2 kisses. hugged each other. cried in each others arms. tried to leave. cried again. back in each others arms. walked away, we kept looking back. sounds drama? no. this is my story. my today. my day. too special to forget. i dont want to forget. ah... saltwater getting into my keyboard. and then i told him i love him. i love you... i really did and i still do... took me too long to realise. hope we'd be like the show... although it's just a show. it sounds childish... but we'll see... time will tell... i love you. i <3>
dont think anyone understands why im like this. but it's just so special. more than special person. perfect love. and love covers all... the love of my life. TsTs. thank God anyway. no Him, no andrew, no andrew, no MU, no MU, no TS, no TS, no Nis, no Nis, no realisation, no realisation, she wouldn't know how to love. <3
girlwithabroken(: : 18:31